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Trauma

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Reminiscences merged with yearning for those moments that were taken away from us, twined around a veil of haze starting to separate us. Can we cry while remembering something that didn't come to pass? The picture of how I imagined you to be is fading to the one portraying who you really are. I never thought your presence could ever raze me more than your absence. Today, pungent words still don't pass around the spot where you broke my spine. You laid down on my frail shoulders a burden so heavy I couldn't get up, and you stood above me, laughing at my weakness. Every time I reached for your hand to raise me, your handed me out another brick. Years went by before I got enough strength to get on my feet carrying that heaviness. It has become a part of me, a conjoined twin attached to my heart stealing its beats. And you, you are far away, living the life you gained for selling mine. And every time I only hear your voice, wistfully I recall why I don't need to ache for it...

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Image size
700x801px 277.26 KB
Make
SONY
Model
DSC-WX150
Shutter Speed
1/30 second
Aperture
F/3.5
Focal Length
5 mm
ISO Speed
800
Date Taken
Aug 26, 2015, 3:40:50 PM
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JOHNNYFB
I have been hurt all my life. But nothing ever hurt me as now when my son hurts me. Explosions of profanity and insults and seeing how he wants to rip me to shreds and every day I give my all for him.  If I truly lose my sons then I am absolutely alone in this world.  Alone.  They are all I have left.